Baby Hairs
You hate the downy hairs
lining your forehead with fuzz,
so you stick them back with wax.
Dressing for a birthday party,
trailing perfume, round belly
receding under a yellow crop-top,
I want to kiss the top of your head,
instead tuck my arms to sides,
and dim doubt from my eyes
when you spin to wave goodbye,
and I’m chill, bruh, totally at ease,
your overnight bag dropped
and you’re back for a squeeze,
my heart the pendulum of parenting,
gather, release, gather, release.